Secrets

As a kid I loved hearing stories of the Old Testament guys who accomplished unimaginable feats.  David killed a lion and bear with his bare hands. But it was Samson who had muscles bulging from his eyelids. He would have been the Olympic Gold Medalist in just about every competition of strength. And as is the case with most guys like this, the women swooned or drooled over him. He is the kind of man most boys and men envy and aspire to be like.

A closer inspection of Samson's life reveals significant flaws, however. He had an appetite for women of rival nations that threatened the allegiance of his own heart to God. He lacked respect and submission to the authority of his parents, demanding they go get a wife for him from among them. He projects an "above-the-law" lifestyle by disregarding the commands of God.

Most significant, though, was that Samson appears to have lived a life of secrecy. From before his conception, Samson's father and mother were instructed by God to set him apart according to a vow called the Nazarite vow. He was never to cut his hair. No strong drink or wine was he to taste. He was also never to touch a corpse, whether animal or human.

Samson traveled to a place called Timnah and while on the way he killed a lion with his bare hands. Some time later as he passed that way, he noticed bees had created a hive in the carcass and he went over and scooped out some honey to eat for himself. Samson broke the vow he was to live by. But instead of confessing the secret action, he hid it from others, including his father and mother.

Scripture says he says his parents again that he gave them some of the honey for them to eat as well. "But he did not tell them that he had taken the honey from the lion's carcass."  

The secret lives that so many are living today are destroying homes, families, communities, churches, and nations. The lie is that secret sin only harms the one who commits and knows it. That is not true. When my relationship with God is not right, my relationship with others cannot be right. God may still work through me and around me, but he is not able to fully do what He desires to do and He is certainly not pleased with a life of ungodliness, especially that we seek to cover.

The Bible teaches that a man or woman who seeks to cover his or her sin will not prosper. Jesus' followers should know this better than the world. Judas commit an atrocious act against the Son of God and tried to hide it. In the end, he lost the money he sought and forfeited the eternal life he could have gained. While others may not have known of his sin, God always did. Jesus exposed him at the Last Supper table.

God already knows what secrets you and I are trying to keep. In fact, the secrets we keep of how we have lived and failed, often create great anxiety and stress for us. We constantly ask the question, "What if someone finds out?" Then we are consumed with what individuals will say or how they will respond. So instead of walking out of the dark place of brokenness, confessing our faults to one another    and Christ to receive healing, we sink further into the dark dungeon. There we stay with windows boarded up and dreading any ray of light that may pierce into the darkness.

Don't you want to be free from your past? Don't you want to let go what keeps you in fear and makes your heart anxious? Don't you want to be known, not for what you pretend to be, but for who you are as a broken vessel God is restoring by the gospel? Don't you want the community of God's people to be able to come alongside of you to encourage and walk with you? What secret are you keeping? 

David kept secret his affair with Bathsheba for about a year. When God sent Nathan to confront David and bring the truth to light, David came to understand a powerful truth of God. He wrote, "You desire truth in the inward parts" (Psalm 51). 

Take a Daniel moment:

1.  Thank God for His patience with us in our multiple failures.

2.  Ask God to flood your inward parts with light that you may see what you have hidden and what you are unaware that you've hidden.

3.  Pray for God to give you courage to share with a trusted friend and follower of Jesus the brokenness you've experienced and the secret you've kept in order to be healed.

4.  Request that God give you grace and love as others may share their brokenness with you. May we respond like our Heavenly Father to love and embrace them rather than the older brother hates and rejects sinners and broken people in need of a Savior (Luke 15).